Amy Costello 1966 – 2018

I got word today that my wife Amy passed away on  September 4, 2018.  She was only 52 years old.

Amy was the great love of my life. We met and had a courtship straight out of a Disney movie. The first time I took her to Assateague National Seashore, a baby seal swam out of the ocean right up to her feet.


We were married on October 10, 2010 on the steps of the old Manassas Courthouse – site of the 1911 Peace Festival, where veterans from both sides  of the battle of Manassas came together in the spirit of peace and brotherhood.

For years after the wedding we would drive up to the courthouse steps where we exchanged our vows. I would sing old love songs and we would hold each other close and dance.

Then I got sick. One operation became two, became four, became nine. Each procedure taking more and more strain on us, and pumping more and more pain medication into my bloodstream. By 2014 I decided to start treatment for opioid addiction in Crisfield. Amy and I stayed in contact every day, and saw each other whenever we could.

Less than two years ago Amy pushed me away. I talked, I sang, I begged. The messages back were brutally clear that I was to stay away. I knew something bad was happening, but she made her wishes clear. It broke my heart, but I gave her the space she asked for.

Now she is gone.

Through all of the pain I cannot help but feel gratitude for the time we had together. When I first took Amy out on photography walks all she was interested in was dead trees. I took her out into Blackwater, Assateague, Bombay Hook and the world came alive. Skies filled with snow geese. We enjoyed being stalked by playful foxes. So much beauty. When we were together we burned so brightly that the whole world seemed in a different light.


Goodbye my love, my darling, my Amy Rose.

Amy & Patrick – 2010

Burt

When I was seven years old my family had friends from Florida stop by our home in West Chester, Pennsylvania.

Jack was a Seminole Indian and a deputy Sheriff. He brought dangerous fireworks that scared our neighbors. He loved to drive around at night, get his headlights in the rear view mirror of the car in front of him, honk his horn and hit the high beams when the poor sap looked up.  He would laugh and yell, “Look at ’em swerve!”

Jack was adamant that we all go to see what he said was, “The greatest movie ever made!” You don’t say no to guys like Jack, so we all went to see Smokey and the Bandit with him. Jack had seen the film already, probably more than once. He recited all of Jackie Gleason’s lines along with the soundtrack. 

I have never been in a theater so crowded or so full of laughing people. The brainless goofball silliness of  the whole thing just worked in a way that few movies have before or since. 

Burt Reynolds was cool. He will be missed.

Road Tripping

Dear Old Dad is driving me up to my cardiologist in the morning. These long drives are rough on me, but we always have a good time taking about business, banjos, music and stuff.

Best of all, the appointment is in the morning. We will be able to stop and get one of those awesome breakfast hoagies from Wawa! Joy!

Furry Tornado

Pooka

Pooka just jumped on my desk while I was writing and trashed everything. Shredded paper, pencils on the floor, chewed erasers, tail in my tea – you get the idea. he just trashed everything and strutted away.

I do love Pooka, but she can be a pain in the ass. Sigh,